Archive for January, 2006

New Year’s Vow

Sunday, January 1st, 2006

i think of myself as a stupid person
all i did was to stupify myself on
some things that a serious man
shouldnt do to his world man

i feel stupid now that i have done such things
i fully regret those things
regret that made my life so sad
made myself mad to what i’ve had

what should i do to make you happy
what should i do to erase those on me
because of what i have done
i made my world gone

this is what im thinkin’ these days
good, bad either ways
im such a stupid guy
a guy that you must not buy

what am i sayin’ here
i dont belong here
stupidity, stupidity
go away from my life slowly!

oh Lord, help me God
save me from my stupid flood
i kneel down at your feet
forgiveness i have to meet

im sorry, im sorry too Jesus
for i have sinned from you both
i know it’s hard to fogive, hard to forget
but let me show to you things that ive changed

thank you for your forgiveness
all those stupidity and madness
all flused away from my world slowly
spirit refreshed and cleaned wholely

how can i end this
i’ve never wrote poems like this
all i can think of is forgive me
forgive me, forgive me and forgive me

i bow to you now with my new year’s vow
crying to you loud with my new year’s vow
to be more serious and God fearing now
help me and comfort me with my vow