LivingSouL

I arrived at school at about 2:20pm I attended my class like nothing happend, sat down, listened on the lessons like i was takin’ it in, smiling at my classmates while checking our work yesterday, even yelled because the teacher released us early, acting like nothing happend. After all my classes, I wanted to divert myself from this sadness and hurting within me, so I played Freestyle Online and won 90% of the rounds i played, from 7,650th position down to 3450th shooting outside, from 20% upto 51% 3-point shooting, from level16 to level18. I played well tonight. But when I was on my way home, I can’t take away my sadness and hurting I am going through. Because of what happend earlier, I felt like something part of me was ripped from me. A very big part of my life is like taken away from me because of my actions.. NOw, I don’t know what to do… I kept on thinking of what to do to bring back a very important part of me… I even cried at my room thinking about it… I am sad… But still im trying to divert myself… Keeping myself man enough…  *sigh* I dont know what am i sayin now… :’( I just feel sad… Praying…. :’(